Just put in an app for my old job.

Incase my boyfriend doesn’t get his job, I need to have something. I can’t sit around unemployed forever. But I really hope he gets it, because he said we would go back offshore if he doesn’t. That means ill have to live with someone who will be gone every other month, and that sounds terrible. I don’t want to do that. Plus that work is super dangerous and ill just be sitting around worrying about him all month long every time he’s gone.

Life used to be easy. Everything always seemed to go somewhat according to plan. And now nothing ever seems to go the way I need it to.